wooohoooo! awesome shit! i fail microbiology first graded test with 21/70! WTH man! nearly cried lah! finish 2 tests today! microbiology which got back that shit result and physiology with 13/25 just passed! some crap results! sometimes life really give me crap! but doing really smoothly in math! totally understand everything needed for the upcoming common test for math! i shall just practice them and spent the rest of my time studying the other 3 modules! not bring this scrap metal to school tomorrow! ok! i better start printing my stuff and go to bed!
cramps suck like shit! had a awesome weekend man! haven’t really done with studying but oh wells:) my awesome brain will the the job! SAT slack in jasper’s house then go red rain… red rain totally have some awkward atmosphere… well they fill up the whole auditorium till the maximum weight so it isn’t that bad after all… after that we went to suntec city!!! damn cool! went to play with all the random toys in toys’R’us! sunday slack half a day then went to Jason’s birthday party! 4 people shared to buy him a water bottle:) that glow in the dark water bottle!!! THen Jasper got the nerf gun! damn it!!! he is so shooting at me!!! and he did-.-!!! jason is so lonely now… the only single one and have to bring ashley and samuel, me and jasper to the MRT!! to make matter worst we are surrounded my lovey dovey couples walking up and down… i think that is enough to drive him crazy!!!
yeah!!! our double couple!!!
in the middle of studying in school now:P i seriously hate these! i hate studying because there is a upcoming test I hate it! i can’t study with stress! physiology is 3/4 done and i decided to move on to memorising the long long names in microbiology!my list of spelling is so long…vibrio, coccus, coccobacillus, spirillum, spirocheto, safranin, isoglutasamine, lysozyme, diaminopimelic, teichoic acid, mycoplasma, cylamydia, methanogenic archaea, halophiles, paracrystalline layer, periplasmic space, polymyxin and lonophores… damn man… it seriously suck big time! I am so tired! Jasper called me in the morning and my mum woke me up… can’t fall back to sleep so go to school and start studying… studied for 5 hours of so i am still not done! ARGH!!!! seriously why is it so difficult to study now? why is it so difficult to climb to being top in the class all over again? why am I contented when I didn’t fail the easy math test? why am i contented with just being average? where have my idealistic dreams go to? shall study for another one hour and leave soon…
my schooling week have finally ended and I am so so so so so so relieved! sleeping 4-6 hours every night is seriously tough with all the physical training and stress and now sick all over again! screwed my MB test totally… i can’t freakking remember a single thing! I am trying my best to remember things and Dominique was there “hey i have studied this this this… and You don’t go heart of god church you have alot of time to study…” i gave him the ironman eyes! oh wells who cares! now lets see what things are on my list now: 1) studies 2) Jasper 3) Magnum force 4) IS ambassasdors !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG i am so so drained with everything!!! next week have 2 teas man!!! one tea with LSCT director, not like we haven’t met! we met on NPP graduation already! and second tea with IS ambassasdors! 2 days magnum training 545pm-930pm and 2 graded test, monday physiology test and tues microbiology test!!!! next week is going to be much more hactic than this week and so before I go onto the next week I got prepare by sleeping more and studying and preparing more for the test! tomorrow will go school damn early to study the whole day until Jasper returns from changi naval base… got to make myself memorise the microbiology shit! looking at microbiology, physiology and physical and inorganic chemistry, O’levels sciences really no kick! seriously!!! nina surely is having “lots of fun” trying to understand those microbiology especially when she have not biology background! I have a huge problem with them man! Even the clever VBS people i met during DPA is crying over how difficult microbiology is!! microbiology practical teacher is totally pissing me off!!! she is totally killing us by talking so slowly and taking 50 mins!!! to give simple instructions!!! who freakking wants to purposely melt her plastic test-tubes!!! she talk totallly no link!!! My body is aching like shit from weds’ training! we are getting NUM shirt tomorrow!
WHY is everyone FML-ing their life??? I love mine even though I am totally stressed up now over the upcoming common tests
my goodness! today i hear the most epic excuse for not willing to go school herself! totally screwed excuse!
“I really don’t have strength to go school myself… i will just faint on the way to school!!!!”
please lah! use your brains more can! my mommy is just not as thinking much to accept such a screwed up stupid excuse! even the dumb me finds it extremely retarded and stupid! your freaking school is just a few bus stops away and what did you like just say??? you will faint just because you have to get there on public transport!?! WHAT ABOUT ME MAN! My freaking campus is all the way in the west lady! yours is not even a 15 mins journey and me!?! i can’t reach school any earlier within one hour!?! seriously i didn’t know you are that dumb to think of such excuses!!! if you will faint just because of a 15 mins journey on public transport then I just die because i need to travel 1 freaking hour to school man! oh wait! faint because of 15 mins to school what about uni? you don’t freaking expect your parents to drive you to NUS campus right? oh wait! can you even get there??? seriously makes me wonder… dumb blond!
woah! samuel got attached yesterday! quite shocking and surprised! and tomorrow is offically 2 months for us too:D after being in this then I know really being couples is not always lovey dovey and 2 months is not always easy. Good luck to samuel he will have his fair share of these too! we have fair share of jealousy, guy for him and girls for me, building trust and finding out more about each other both weakness and strengths! good luck samuel! After 2 months we are still stucked together…things are getting alittle bored but that is where faithfulness kicks in! after all the samuel asking me “where is your lao gong?” and calling me Da shao! I can finally tease him! wednesday is lunch for sure le! I am so going to ask him “where is your lao po?” and where is er shao! cool! for me red rainthis year is getting more interesting! JAsper can do things I can never! 10 new friends! oh well! get all the soe people we are more than enough! i will just concentrate on my one friend:P Jason bring all his 82 girlfriends we also win!
new day! still in pain:P it is alright will take another losenges when i am at his house later. microbiology is moving finally! got 2 notebooks to write notes for this semester’s modules:) i bet these are only basic and I am going crazy over N-acetylglycosamine and N-acetyl muramic acid and many more:) how can i feel so uncomfortable and jealous yesterday i don’t understand it too… yesterday watched ‘How I met your mother’ at Jasper’s house it was great man got myself destressed! thurs was Jasper’s bithday gave him present, he treat me movies and PIzza Hut for dinner<3 spend a great time together man! and he is so happy to get himself a nelgene glow in the dark water bottle! that bottle is simply amazing! have u seen a water bottle that glows in the dark? if not go get one from causeway point man! getting very stressed up with everything in life! school is hard, training is hard and some people from church is driving me crazy soon! you people don’t understand where I come from so just shut your gap and stay away from me! I don’t see why must i report things to you because you don’t understand where I come from and where I am at and you will only put more stress on me! I have better things to do! you don’t reply me so why should I reply you! don’t expect me to reply you when you don’t even reply me and yet you disciple me for not replying you people! you are the one also ok! you don’t do what you preach then you don’t earn any respect. your life is too smooth sailing to understand my life so just make your life right and I will make my own life right myself
wow! so amazed by myself:) went for magnum monster training even when I am all weak and tired and is on MC:D slept 5 hours last night and have to wake up for school even when I don’t really need to because I am still on MC:) Today is Jasper’s birthday so happy:) passed him the present and hopes he likes it alot… idiot boyfriend man! invited me to join “i love my boyfriend’s smell” on facebook:P shall not join first and see if he will insist it is totally a joke if it announces on facebook that I like his smell:P moving on to third month soon also very amaze with myself about that:) J and BL broke up already and the both of us were shocked and jasper now suspect one of our magnum buddies like me so i am on my guard too:) well they still thinks that we are siblings so it is quite fun. the whole magnum thinks we are siblings until now… they can’t be that stupid right? alright better start running to school:P
up so early today:) get tutorials done before going out and before Jasper wakes up:D Being like a little boy and I have to entertain him:D yes!!! and He finally have homework to do after ME doing 3 weeks of homework!!! isn’t this like unfair!!! OH wells… body still aching like shit especially my lower back, some to suspect do I have a old back injury before? I can’t possibly feel so pain in my back while doing that stretch! NEvermind! tomorrow is going to be Magnum training again:D crazy PT, crazy stretch and daring stunts<3 Jasper say they may be pairing up soon, standardizing shoes soon and many more:) can’t wait man!!! feel so fat in MAgnum so got to lose so weight because I don’t want to be base and I also want to be in main team:P Times are great but it got to be better!!!
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